Halo! I'm April, nineteen, from MNL.
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I ♡ luna, postcards, snail mails, dried florals, sunrises & sunsets, cats and books.

"Life has been very hard on me, but, at the same time, it has taught me a great deal." —Paulo Coelho
 
i ain't using this blog anymore but i'll still keep it because it's full of bitter sweet memories. msg me if you want to know my new blog url: . Danke! :]

This week:

  • I finally have a new strap for my Nikon D60. Thanks to litratonijuan! :)
  • And ofcourse, I also received my early Christmas gift, Itouch 5th gen. Ah, gotta love this week.

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Ah, would love to stay and chill on the rooftop but I can’t. Last night, on my way home with my friends I accidentally fell off on a high uneven sidewalk and I fell pretty bad. I don’t know what happened to me last night. I really didn’t see it or maybe it was just the effects of the alcohol. So yea, I’m a limp right now. I can’t walk properly. My left foot really hurts when I walk and I also have a bruise on my right knee from the fall. It sucks, really. Ah! Stupid me. But the fun part though, was that the moment it happened I was really not myself so I laughed my ass off BUT my friends laughed even more harder at me/my badluck. Oh, what kind of friends do I have? Right, crazy ones. But I gotta love ‘em. ♡

Ah, would love to stay and chill on the rooftop but I can’t. Last night, on my way home with my friends I accidentally fell off on a high uneven sidewalk and I fell pretty bad. I don’t know what happened to me last night. I really didn’t see it or maybe it was just the effects of the alcohol. So yea, I’m a limp right now. I can’t walk properly. My left foot really hurts when I walk and I also have a bruise on my right knee from the fall. It sucks, really. Ah! Stupid me. But the fun part though, was that the moment it happened I was really not myself so I laughed my ass off BUT my friends laughed even more harder at me/my badluck. Oh, what kind of friends do I have? Right, crazy ones. But I gotta love ‘em. 

The world isn’t a safe place

It’s really depressing how the world turns into something more and more evil. It really is. There is so much crime happening around us—rapes, murders, kidnaps—and it’s a shame to live in this kind of world where bad things happen to good people. Now, I don’t know who’s who, because nowadays looks can really be deceiving. One person can look good physically but on the inside, they are rotting with evilness. You can never really know someone completely and that’s what makes it terrifying. This is such a crazy world. I hate and dreaded it.
 God save us, save your people.

December 1, 2012 - China town, Manila

These are my moon shots the other day. Partial lunar eclipse; last photo, my moon shot yesterday. 

November 25, 2012 - My Sunday in photos | My family and I also watched Breaking Dawn part II earlier at SM North the Block and dayum, words can’t explain how overwhelmed I am after seeing it. I just can’t. ‘Twas really epic. I loved it heaps. Twilight fan? Well, I’m guilty in here.  

All photos not mine. Grabbed it all on kaye’s facebook.

Last night, I went to my highschool friends post birthday celebration somewhere in timog. It was fun to see them all. A lot has changed, physically, but they’re still the same old, same old. We did catch up on each other’s lives and did tease each other about the past. It was fun. I missed them heaps. 

We also went to Mercato Centrale at Bonifacio Global City around 12:30am to eat, chill and unwind (because my other friend is having problems with her lovelife). There were so many food choices, but I can’t think of anything to buy so I ended up not buying anything. My eyes were already full just by looking at all those food. We also did had a just-for-fun photoshoot using my friend’s dslr. So yea, we were basically just trippin’. 

And then after spending an hour and a half on the sidewalk, we went back to timog and went karaoke-ing for an hour then we finally called it a day. I went home around 4am. So yea. It was really fun. I missed my girlfriends to bits! Till next time, then? ♡

First photo not mine. Grabbed it on kaye's facebook. And oh, my hair still stinks of stale cigarette smoke.. (ーー゛)

Sunset - 11/22/12

Finally, I updated my blogger account. Do drop by or you can also follow me if you have a google account. Thank you! :]

As much as possible, I’m trying to live a happy life. I’m trying to stay positive and not dwell on my problems and sadness for too long. Also, I don’t let these problems affect me in anyway. I just want to have a life clear from all the clutters and dramas. But you know what sucks, these bulls keep on coming, completely and utterly draining me away. You know, I have built these brick walls around me to keep me away from pain, but now, these wobbly walls came tumbling down. I should’ve known better.. this is life I’m dealing with. Life wouldn’t be life without all these pains, heartaches, problems and all these colorful tragedies. Life is supposed to be hard, so I’ve got to be strong. It doesn’t matter if Life keeps on giving me lemons because I believe, there’s God who keeps on giving me lemonade. I gotta stay positive to live a well, happy life. Smile, April, even if it hurts. You’ll get through. Yes, I will.

Finally, I updated my blogger account. Do drop by or you can also follow me if you have a google account. Thank you! :]

As much as possible, I’m trying to live a happy life. I’m trying to stay positive and not dwell on my problems and sadness for too long. Also, I don’t let these problems affect me in anyway. I just want to have a life clear from all the clutters and dramas. But you know what sucks, these bulls keep on coming, completely and utterly draining me away. You know, I have built these brick walls around me to keep me away from pain, but now, these wobbly walls came tumbling down. I should’ve known better.. this is life I’m dealing with. Life wouldn’t be life without all these pains, heartaches, problems and all these colorful tragedies. Life is supposed to be hard, so I’ve got to be strong. It doesn’t matter if Life keeps on giving me lemons because I believe, there’s God who keeps on giving me lemonade. I gotta stay positive to live a well, happy life. Smile, April, even if it hurts. You’ll get through. Yes, I will.

Get hurt, go numb, walls being built, pain penetrates the walls, walls came tumbling down, then get hurt once again.Here we go again, back into the never fucking ending fucking cycle. A cycle that I have to go through over and over again. My dear old friend, that never leaves and always there waiting and buried deep down inside me. But till when are you going to last—this go numb stage? Till another sharp persistent pain penetrate my wobbly brick walls? Can you just stop? If only I could take away everything that hurts. If only I could. If only.

Get hurt, go numb, walls being built, pain penetrates the walls, walls came tumbling down, then get hurt once again.

Here we go again, back into the never fucking ending fucking cycle. A cycle that I have to go through over and over again. My dear old friend, that never leaves and always there waiting and buried deep down inside me. But till when are you going to last—this go numb stage? Till another sharp persistent pain penetrate my wobbly brick walls? Can you just stop? If only I could take away everything that hurts. If only I could. If only.

It’s all about me

All the photos I took today (11|18|12) from a moving car, well except for the first one.